sighh life sucks.. at this point of time.. really. 20 more days and its already like hell.. and i mean it! and not only this, there are many problems surfacing on top of this. i really want to talk to someone about it and cry my heart out. but they would probably just think im a crybaby right? and everything is my fault. yes its my fault. im afraid and guess what day it is today. i bet not even YOU remember or maybe you do. i really wanted to be on to tell you what day it was today but i couldnt. im not even sure if i would have the chance next year or not. ahh oh wells. maybe im just a typical teenager just going through what i need to go though. well, the rainbow would only come out after the rain right? :D