i miss you ): i read through my old chats.. and i realised how mushy i was =O and how i mean i was.. sighh bad mood these days.. ppl just keep picking on me -.- like everything in the whole wide world is my fault.. yes its my fault that that happened.. its my fault for not seeing it.. so? why dont i get forgiven once? why am i always the one forgiving? or am i not? this sucks -.- i cant live like that anymoreeeeeeee! i need a hug.. a hug from someone i miss badly.. whom i used to talk to a lot. -hugs- but i guess reading those stuff actually made me laugh alot at my silliness and yours too though its been so long since i last talked to you.. and even if i do, there is always this awkward silence of not knowing what to say. at most it was a hi and bye. sighhhhhhhhh guess it would send soon. why isnt there someone that i can share this with? they probably think its so childish and like go omg lihsuen, you actually have one? i mean its not even real!! -.-"tskk ss test tmr.. finally after postponing it for 1 week.