Saturday, March 26, 2011
i feel like killing myself.
what really is a good team player?
is it true that im controlled by other ppl?
and that i always do what they want me to do? fitting to them?
i know i sound so unreasonable but what can i do? dont you have parents like i do?
i probably wont have any friends by tonight or maybe, lets say now.. why do i find it so hard to work with ppl? it's because of me right.. yeahh its because of me. i probablly want everything to go by my way, but someone has to sacriffice no? but i do have to say im the one always trying to get things my way.. yes MY WAY! GO ON, HATE ME FOR THAT. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT IM LIKE. JUST HATE ME. ITS OKAY IF I DONT HAVE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING. IM USED TO BEING ALONE OR BEING THE SELFISH ME!
just let me get a ZERO for this project.
you can flame me or anything, im not saying all this to get your to pity me or smth. just forget about it. pretend you dont even know me or smth