Sunday, January 30, 2011
FINALLY I BOUGHT IT! OMG for 630k!! RAWR in desporation i finally bought it though its kind of ex, and it passed! WOOOOOOOO! YES OMG! now left 30 only which is free :D must wait after cny then i scroll O_O i hope it will pass too! then can train again :D kay, i think no one really understands what im talking about o-o but its okay
sighh, exam tmr and i haven done anything yet, so im going to study ya? (: heehee so happy
Saturday, January 29, 2011
lesson number #1 , anger management (check)huh done it! not really, i didnt scream at my mum for shooing me out of the room when i wanted to watch my show, i just quitely walked out of the room.. nice one (Y) :D im so happy for myself.today went to singapore conference hall and practiced (: saw the other schools there, they actually play quite nice (: better work harder huh..sighh i actually feel like hugging someone and just cry it all out.. mood swing? not sure. oh wellsome wish that will never come true huh. *back to my normal self* OH YEAH :D hyper yeah! i guess thats me? i love the song persis for now (: gonna do my hw now and prepare of the tests coming out. i will sleep by 10.30 (: YES I WILL!my sis is listening to NDP songs :O
Thursday, January 27, 2011
hello (:im tired but not as tired as ytd. okay thats confusing. just finish my obs journal hopefully its okay. now im left with geog and amath and bio hw for the week i hope, and many many tests next week! omg i feel so sad. how can they do this to me! you know i failed my chinese compo for the second time in my years in sec school -.- this is so demoralising man! i better do better for the paper 2 which is i dunno when. but nvm i compansiate that marks with my maths marks :D but still not so good... i will do better next time though :D i will learn to LOVE maths :D YAY ME! and still loving bio :D WHEE! heehee i watched some video just now and i was so happy after it finished, i went totally high then in the next few mins i listened to another song and i was sad ): i thought if i would to call someone and just cry over the phone, would he/she listen to me? or hang up? sighh its so hard to fit into class right now. everyday i step into class, i just feel like breaking down. i have this feeling they are not accpeting me? or more they dont like me... i feel depressed right now just thinking about it. nvm think of something else :Dokay nvm i want watch tv :D ISWAK AND TKA !! AHHHHHHHHHH! nono thats not the show i want to watch,but just saying .. i love the drama xD
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
YO :Dimma happy kid today :D WHEEEE~ well not thatt happy but happy enough :P ha! guess what okay nvm. if i say it then its so obvious! but its so impt :O anyway, came back from obs with many bites + new friends :D yay! hard 5 days and 4 nights of sleeping in tents and waking up at 5 in the morning together with the high elements, shaking rock climbing , kayaking the whole island of 16km and trecking for 5hrs (Y) these are stuff that i wont forget! tests coming up like so soon! next week before CNY got test then monday come back which is -hint hint- some day impt, also got test -.- this is what i call so SWAY! D: then another one in that week also. omg! nahh no stress yet :D HEHE. mrs tee asked if i was doing okay with chem cuz i scored quite low for the FT and i was like ya im fine, and asked if i was okay with the lesson we just had, and nodded my head but thinking what was taught during chem :O ahh memory failed me again. D: these few days have been feeling so sleepy mann! maple : siann ahh! cannot find my cl book 20 ): how to train like that?! and guess what. he made a new char and nvr tell me! D: *affected mentally* aww man! now got nobody online to pei wo also.. haizz must wait till hols then got more ppl, but aiya. rawr! every year also same thing de. ):kay nvm im still happy cuz of what happened today! it still have it :D i thought that it might throw it away ): but it didnt!! YAY! yes, im saying it in IT so it could be a guy ya? (: heheAWESOME YAA~?! 你不懂得啦!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
alamak! how can like that one! now no com to use liao to play maple ): AHHH WHEN WILL I GET A NEW COM! i've been really lazy these few days ): i have no mood to do my hw or study at all! tmr got chem FT sighh hopefully it will be okay? then marching during recess! :D YAY*suddenly hyped up* YAHOOO! :DD i lvled to 130 after 1 year :D KUDOS MAN! now i need to find cl 20 which is like @#$%^&* 70% pass only lehh! nobody selling ): lucky i got my cl 30 for free, though i might have to buy another one cuz only 50% might pass. i need to find another place to train o-o but for the time being i wont be training i hope.. till end of the year? (: so i can explore more places WITH dying (: need to find places for farming also o.o! omg im imagining stuff right now which might not even be true! but some part of me want me to believe that its true :P though its not possible? i feel like asking -.-. gahh i cant wait for the end of the year! :DD but then it means it will be O's soon ): NOOOO!! aww man! i wish i will have more courage (: really.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
HI IM SO HAPPY AND HYPER RIGHT NOW! :D rightt i'll get to that later (: now.. i had band today and we did marching!! it was kind of hard at first but it gets better later on :D its kinda fun but once i do it with my instrument , its gonna be hard. combine was okay i guess? slighty tiring since i *cough* haven *cough* practiced in awhile , hence losing all my skill(?) oh wells. went home, chinese tuition. talked about cancer and stuff.. those kind of stories are really interesing :O cuz it changes the way i feel somewhat.ANYWAY HERE IS MY HYPER PART! :Dah this is nth :P *incoming* I GOT MY SCAR HELM TODAY! YAHOOOOOO! :DD after like donkey years procrestinating of not wanting to go , and giving excuses of being lazy, i did it with the help of HIM :D and before that i even talked to him , after like super long! then he made me go! well, being the lazy but nice me i refused, but it didnt work, so i went so as to not hurt him, cuz he got someone as the attacker already. and WALA i got it :D it was dam funny la, some girl asked him if she looked good with the mask or not, and he went dun make me la, i already got dar. HAHAHA! :D so sweet then later she asked if we were tgt in rl. so paisei ><. AHHH SO HAPPY :DD finally scar helm! he so nice (: during the kill he also so guan xing wo (: im going to be happy for the rest of the weekend i hope (: and hopefully tmr i can play, to test out my new att (:
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
ytd was the day i lost a good friend, today is a day where i tried to make up to it but failed ): oh wells..life still goes on doesnt it? (: guess what.. work load has increased like x1000000 okayy.. not really but i haven gotten used to it yet! maybe when sec1 orientation is over, it will get better.. somehow. coping with the new 'environment' with many different ppl.. but they're friendly :D no worries mate! HAHA had a good holiday in australlia and japan (: farmstay (Y) when i grow up i wanna live there.. i think? but abit mafan.. but the houses are sooooo huge! more of the land though.. then i can keep many dogs and horses xD sound so fairytale like but who cares :Dsyf this year! stressful? abit.. more of afraid though.GUESS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING!! well nth much.. back to my somewhat old self who sits at her sis com, playing maple. it really does relief stress at times.. though i dont have any yet. playing with the ppl i know for 2+ years= awesome (: though i have no idea how they are in real life at all.. spending time talking to them about 2 years ago where i gotten -cough- married? :D omg so fun!! the ppl i knew back then who were there. i wonder why i choose him rather then the other ppl o.o i must have a reason back then.. but i forgot ): maybe i wrote it in my blog :O time to go see. BYE! :Doh.. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
