life is so tough at times.. bringing upon my own misery. sometimes i wonder why did i choose that instead of others?its getting harder day by day. if i didnt i wouldnt have met you , and my life wouldnt be as what it is now.
band is tiring ): sighh maybe i wont be able to pull thorugh all this by next year. 1st my sound isnt good. 2nd i cant bring myself to change my embouchure. its been tough. really. 3rd i tend to get jealous easily and that you ppl must know -.- even though i show no sign of it but deep inside me there is. im hopeless. the end. well , at least live life to the fullest huh (: haha! whats past is past . what matters now is the present and future! :D
what crap everytime saying things that i dont like to hear! whats the problem with you! sometimes i wonder if i should trust you or not.
