Saturday, July 31, 2010
life is so tough at times.. bringing upon my own misery. sometimes i wonder why did i choose that instead of others?its getting harder day by day. if i didnt i wouldnt have met you , and my life wouldnt be as what it is now. band is tiring ): sighh maybe i wont be able to pull thorugh all this by next year. 1st my sound isnt good. 2nd i cant bring myself to change my embouchure. its been tough. really. 3rd i tend to get jealous easily and that you ppl must know -.- even though i show no sign of it but deep inside me there is.im hopeless. the end. well , at least live life to the fullest huh (: haha! whats past is past . what matters now is the present and future! :Dwhat crap everytime saying things that i dont like to hear! whats the problem with you! sometimes i wonder if i should trust you or not.not that anyone reads my blog -.-
Friday, July 23, 2010
cross country today
xD YAY!
haha took lots and lots and lots of pic [: i
didnt know i hit
ppl's hand real hard. it felt kind of not hard o.o but
nvm all our hands were red in the end!
xD well, i guess
thats about it? kind of boring though. sad
im missing the concert tonight ):
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sorry if i ever hurt you in one way or another. i
didnt mean to treat you like that , i seriously
didnt mean to. would you even trust me now even if i told you? i
didnt mean to use you in anyway. maybe it was just my selfishness that i
didnt notice it or maybe my
stupidness. yes i know
im blur and stuff. not aware of my surroundings.i have many bad points. yes i can see some of them. maybe i should just avoid all of you now. maybe life would be better.
well , i dun even think you will be seeing this so
nvm . i just hope you understand that
im really sorry and i
didnt mean to hurt you like what you think
im doing. i dunno what
ppl tell you about me but i just really hope you understand. its up to you, not me.
