its been a long time isnt it? well, parents suck at times doesnt it? they dont even care about how you feel and they just want to dominate your life and take over it like its theirs. why handle our lives when they could have done theirs? how stupid. they just totally iritate me to the MAX! ): i know im wrong kay for not being able to make it back on time for my tuition and such, and so you put so much blame on my cca when i really like it. how would you feel if i took something you like away from you?! you wont be happy right? then why to me? also saying that when i join my cca i became more irresponsible... and look what a father i have.. ( well not to be bad, but i cant stand it anymore) asking my why i never pick up my phone when im in school, espically when im having band? what rubbish is this man.. HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU PICK UP YOUR PHONE WHEN YOUR IN SCHOOL AND HAVING COMBINE.?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? you dont even know how i feel... what leadership i have huh.. pick up my phone.. sure i will and you will explain to my conductor and my teacher who will confiscate my phone? sure man. if you're even willing to do it. if you even complain so much about my cca and me going to school on sat.. why did you even allow me to join band? so i can suffer? of coz i choose it because i like that cca right? ahh you're just pissing me off .. and this is not the first time. it has always been this way.. so what i have already 3 tuitions. what more do you want? i even heard from my mum that you wanted to put my tuitions on wed and friday.. so as to make sure i come home.. what crap is this? you want me to miss my cca just for tuition when i have other days free. i think theres something wrong with your brain at times. making me have tuition so that i have to come home and skip my cca.. what rubbish is this? my life is like in your hands already.. do you even know why i have been going to school for band to practice.. have it ever occur to you that im having a concert and a competition soon? and you dont even care? and many things are happening this term.. and not only that .. i have many projects if you dun realise.. and im not even allowed to stay back in school. and for what hell reason? i have tuition.. also haven you been asking me why i haven been a prefect.. well , i guess cuz i dun really help much too because i have to come home. SEE! what your causing my life to be. i know you care for me.. but why must you be so controlling of my life?
