its been a long time isnt it? well, parents suck at times doesnt it? they dont even care about how you feel and they just want to dominate your life and take over it like its theirs. why handle our lives when they could have done theirs? how stupid. they just totally iritate me to the MAX! ): i know im wrong kay for not being able to make it back on time for my tuition and such, and so you put so much blame on my cca when i really like it. how would you feel if i took something you like away from you?! you wont be happy right? then why to me? also saying that when i join my cca i became more irresponsible... and look what a father i have.. ( well not to be bad, but i cant stand it anymore) asking my why i never pick up my phone when im in school, espically when im having band? what rubbish is this man.. HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU PICK UP YOUR PHONE WHEN YOUR IN SCHOOL AND HAVING COMBINE.?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? you dont even know how i feel... what leadership i have huh.. pick up my phone.. sure i will and you will explain to my conductor and my teacher who will confiscate my phone? sure man. if you're even willing to do it. if you even complain so much about my cca and me going to school on sat.. why did you even allow me to join band? so i can suffer? of coz i choose it because i like that cca right? ahh you're just pissing me off .. and this is not the first time. it has always been this way.. so what i have already 3 tuitions. what more do you want? i even heard from my mum that you wanted to put my tuitions on wed and friday.. so as to make sure i come home.. what crap is this? you want me to miss my cca just for tuition when i have other days free. i think theres something wrong with your brain at times. making me have tuition so that i have to come home and skip my cca.. what rubbish is this? my life is like in your hands already.. do you even know why i have been going to school for band to practice.. have it ever occur to you that im having a concert and a competition soon? and you dont even care? and many things are happening this term.. and not only that .. i have many projects if you dun realise.. and im not even allowed to stay back in school. and for what hell reason? i have tuition.. also haven you been asking me why i haven been a prefect.. well , i guess cuz i dun really help much too because i have to come home. SEE! what your causing my life to be. i know you care for me.. but why must you be so controlling of my life?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
YAY POPS CAMP xD totally enjoyed it this year (: so many games and activities!! love the food too( well abit i guess) then got to know so many new pops that are coming in.. sadly i might not be joining them soon ): but better share all the best times together before it ends. :D during lunch stopped by band room to look at sectionals (: and omg i saw xinying xDD ahh she so guai go for sectionals.. well not really sectionals cuz shes the only one but ya.. she came since morning till afternoon(: i bet she will play better then me. she not scared lehhs. she was the only sec 2 i think then the rest sec3 -.- if i was her.. i scared to play also.. cuz i sound so horrible ><". kay nvm! hehe :DD
Monday, June 14, 2010
hmm.. sometimes i do feel jealous of them ): owh wells, anyways i cut bangs again.. yes i know -.- ppl are sure going to say that i look very weird and stuff. but hor, they keep saying i very cute sia! WTH?! and keep staring ): so paisei lorh ><. i hope i get used to my new hairstyle soon (: HEHE true meh? i very cheerful .. i still can stand it. maybe they dont know me well enough, or i act differently in school.. looks like no one really knows me huh.. well, its cuz i choose not to tell them, sometimes i feel i cant trust them? but ya la, i abit happy-go-lucky kind (((: live your life to the fullest cuz life is kindda short you know (: if you have bad feelings and stuff, make them go away xD kay i shall wait and wait for my sis to talk finish to my parents then we can continue our game then go sleep (: HEHE
Friday, June 11, 2010
HEHE today celebrated xue qi's birthday (: see her in the morning emo at one corner really feel bad for her sia =x then later we had sectionals she went toilet for sooooo longgg. we all thought she went there to cry sia cuz no one rmb her birthday ): BUT WE DID KAY! it was a surprise (: so lunch time, went to bubble tea shop thinking they had cake -.- but they dun have anymore, so me and pei shan wanted to dounut, but they had cupcakes!!! OMG!! so yep bought 1 for her and got the auntie in the shop to light candle and sang song for her xDD i thought she would have known we rmb her birthday -.- owh wells. so after band we ask her open present (: many many many layers of newspaper :O xin ying wrap it with the whole classified paper -.- but at least she liked the present so as the card made by pei shan :D its so nice lorh (: ahh i feel so happy for her ^^v
why do everyone think im cheerful? am i really cheerful as you said im? i doubt so though. i think im quite annoying at times and disrespectful.. yup thats what i think of me (: but i'll try to take it to heart that im cheerful which is a good thing i guess (:
Thursday, June 3, 2010
YAY TKSS CONFERENCE (: love it :D with all the people and stuff.. after like 8 years of my life, i finally get to like talk to a guy -.- like someone i never know face to face!! :D such a acomplishment! but ya.. at first abit weird sia.. like dunno what to say .. after awhile then okay liao (: i feel so happy sia! okay.. this sounds wrong -.-but anyways meet like alot of new friends (: YAY (but sadly i didnt get to know them that well, so i cant find them on facebook to add them =x) i think these june hols got alot fun things coming up.. next one should be POPs CAMP(: i think its going to be funnnnn~! oh ya... and their school damn pro kay. everywhere got aircon one.. i counted their hall got like 22 aircons sia -.- art room also have..
i shall not talk about sad stuff today but just saying.. my parents are dissappointed in my results again -.- sighh.. i need to like practice more maths.. JIA YOU HSUEN!
