Saturday, January 23, 2010
i notice i always post before my tuition..
so anyway, band today and ytd.
im soo tired this week , like totally. few days already, i lie on my bed, no intention of sleeping and i fell asleep ): and it was only 9+
school is starting to be boring again. i should study more.
this week was the cmps camp, at first i found it stupid? but i slowly liked it. as in, its so much fun (:
i guess i like the 2nd day where we got some programme and played games. but i felt at the end when ppl started hugging ppl, i kind of feel touched, some part of me felt like what they said in the paper was not true. oh wells. i hope my group does well in the project :/
sigh.. now i think about the POP passing paper thing that i have to fill up , its like so little things that i did to contribute. when i think of that i want to be a prefect, i start the feel like i would have a lot of responsibility, and pressure? and every time there is a meeting, or like there is stuff to do , i feel left out. it seems like other ppl are more closer to them. i did try getting closer to them , but it always doesnt work. same for in class, i mean, cant they treat me like a normal girl? and not look at me like im a POP or smth? gahh. so many things to complain. and i think im not that responsible anyway.
last time i dun have so many things to complain about. go see my older ppost and you will know how much i changed . i think im growing older. ): so sad.
i wish i could go back to my primary school. sighhh. oh wells, life must go on doesnt it? (:
i shall patiently wait for my tuition teacher to come cya! ^-^
